Eagle Spirit Guide - Tarak

I find myself at a comfortable stage with my Wolf Spirit Guide/ Power Animal, not requiring to journey to communicate with my wolf Raiki (means Trust energy) I am able to simply close my eyes and communicate.
Still feeling as if I am stuck in the direction of the East I spoke with Raiki asking for guidance, He informed me that he is able to show me where souls have been, to track the past and arrive at the present to give guidance and wisdom from those who have gone before me but what Lies ahead I have another guide who will assist with that.

I realise he was speaking of my Eagle spirit guide, I had journeyed with it a couple of times to the Upper World to seek guidance from my celestial parents but I never spent the time to connect with the Eagle it was more like a transport to the higher realms. 
I called on the Eagle and for the first time I saw it in full form, a gigantic bird landed before me and looked into my eyes.
I asked it what lessons do you have to teach me, it replied that I have yet to honour it or gain its respect, aside from the respect it has for my celestial parents and spirit I have not proven myself to connect on a deeper level with this Guide.

I instinctly knew that she wanted me to figure out how to fly on my own.

I  am a slow flyer in Lucid dreams yet this space was different, this was a space between dreaming and being awake and It took effort to remain in this space communicating with my Eagle Spirit Guide.
I visualised the eagle flying and realised that for it to rise the Eagle rides currents of wind, it allows itself to be carried to a height , it all stems from a space of non resistance.

So I attempted while conscious of my physical body to allow my consciousness to rise to higher vibrations, while doing so the analytical part of my being brought gravity into my consciousness if gravity is keeping us here how could I float or levitate from letting go, then it occurred to me, if gravity is Keeping us down without gravity we all would float, to stay on the ground one needs to be grounded anchored energetically to mother earth, through releasing inhibitions and fears we naturally rise. While I thought on this though my physical body was still in the bed resisting usual urges prior to sleep to twitch or scratch I was able to maintain this state of being conscious yet in a dream type state. Slowly my consciousness floated and I felt a detach from my body, I felt motion as I was gradually rising understanding the way of the Eagle, to move it was simply jumping from rising current to rising current seamlessly as if I was surfing the sky.

As I flew the Eagle circled me changing forms as if initiating me, at one point she was a white headed eagle, the next a turkey vulture (john crow), the next as I knew her previously a golden Eagle informing me that she is the guardian of the East, as the Wolf is the Native American Guardian of the south he brought me to the present the Eagle brings me to the future I choose ,both bring energies throughout time to my present. It was then I heard HER name Tarak....
I felt a deep connection with her a sense of peace slowly I would fall from these currents and images would pop into my mind as if I was dreaming, then her gentle voice would urge me to hold onto my intention of being with her,  and I would return to that conscious dreaming state It was amazing, I could sense every change in my physical body yet I could physically feel all the movement as we soared through the sky together ...

eventually I thanked her and fell from this state into a deep sleep for which the dreams I cannot recall.

I remembered my experience with Tarak it was unforgettable I looked up the name and found it is a female sanskrit name which means Protector.

Now Since the beginning of my shamanic journey everywhere that I go I find bird feathers that I have kept, It is obvious to me now that Tarak was letting me know that she has always been watching over me and now those feathers mean so much more.

The East

The East - The Final Journey

Journey with the John Crow / Condor to the central sun in the galaxy, heading towards the light to find our original self,
I saw the bird transmuting a carcass, it looked at me and called out my Eagle power animal from within, both flew towards the central sun and there I saw my original self came from a star within the leo constellation, I was surprised as doing previous journeys I learned In a past life I was a nephilim but the Condor informed me that arcturians, lyrans all the star beings that human's are aware of now are not the first species to exist the universe is way older than humans assume, therefore even though I could recall myself before the human race I existed way before then, I saw that through time I would split from one incarnation in a life, to two, to three, and then to four I was instructed that this means I have 4 significant inidividuals in this lifetime, soul mates.

My second journey was to connect with my arch angels, The johncrow now was a Condor, and it transformed into a man , an indian in a condor ceremonial costume, he showed my my angels which were:
Uriel
Zadkiel
Kaliel - this one I'm not certain of so will check my book

My third journey required me to again journey to the johncrow/condor who would connect me with my ascended masters, now I already work with some ascended masters so the condor created two doors, one to represent the ascended masters that I already have and another for the one's that are completely new to me, form the door of masters that I already have Ghandi and Mithra stepped forward, from the door of new ascended masters sivananda yogananda stepped forward.

I then started a journey with my teacher on one of the trails at Hollywell Jamaica on the Blue mountains, our destination was the waterfall but we ended up going on a circular trail which led us under , above, and around several tree, even through some reminiscent of energy portals, we were cleansed in rain and after spirit lead us on this trail she lead us directly on the path to the waterfall.
It is here that we participated in the Death Rite, dying physically for 1min and experiencing the other side that we would be guiding souls to, the light.

After the Death rite we returned to a shelter and proceed to receive from our kuya's the new meanings of each stone starting from the south to the east and ending with our 13th stone gifted from the teacher.
Experiencing Death was rejuvinating, which is not an expected description of the end of a life, it was reminiscent of a video I saw on shellfish, it explained how when they had to grow they would leave one shell, there skin would harden creating a new one to fit their size and that would be the new shell they carried, we as man have drifted far from the hunter gatherer mentally, we find it hard to live off the land ever seeking to bring creature comforts from one area to the next, dying reminded me that all other than the soul itself is a fleeting experience to be cherished and enjoyed but also remember that it exists for a moment, don't not create too many meaningless attachment with the time we have in the physical.

My 13th stone represented my role as the guide to the light, \.

My Mountain of the North

I had an encounter with a fellow light walker C/Koran who interpreted some messages I received, he informed me that I would need to work on my physical body because I would soon be going on a journey or have an experience that though spiritual would draw on my physical strength.

Two weeks after while arranging for our Journey to the East to complete my Mesa Carrier Journey arrangements are being made to go to the blue mountains in Jamaica but it seems that they would not come to fruition, I decided to be open to what ever spirit desires of me and am informed that Kiwanis club of Eastern St. Andrew would be venturing on a Hikeathon to raise money for one of their causes, I was invited on this trip and decided this clearly was one of my initiations from the North into the East.

I have for this supposed 9 hour hike to the peak and back 3 oranges, 2 bottles of water and a staff that called out to me. We begin this hike and feel the pressure at what is known as Jacob's ladder the most steep part of the hike, the group pauses at Hagley Gap so we can rest for a minute or two and refill our water containers, while there I swore I heard the guide count to himself and say 4 people went on ahead of him. I venture out to meet these four people as I journey for the first hour or two I pass two ladies and from that point forward there was no one else that I perceived, being a first time in the dark not knowing what my destination even looked like I decided that upon sunrise If I had not seen the other two individuals or arrived at what felt like the peak I would return the way I came and assume I made a wrong turn on the trail.
As I walked in this lush moutain forest I could hear sounds that were unfamiliar to me and I decided to focus on my inner voice, with each step allowing divine guidance into my being, observing the fear and embracing it knowing each step, each sound, each feeling was a lesson I needed right then.
I eventually arrived at a shack covered in fog, at this point I should be freezing but I feel nothing physically, I take of my shirt soaked in sweat and sit here to meditate wondering what happened to the other two individuals, After 45 minutes of waiting the two girls and the guide join me in this cabin only to find that I was the first to the peak. The Guide showed me the path to the marker for the peak, a beautiful pyramid with a stone tablet in the centre which resonated with very high energy, standing there I felt complete, i reflected on the lessons of trust in spirit, in determination , in the fact that all of life is a lesson and we each have our mountains to climb ON OUR OWN, we will all find ourselves in situations with nothing beneath our feet but mother earth, and nothing to cover our head but father sky... It is then that we will truly understand who we are and the material of the cosmos ... If you listen to that inward voice.

I feel as if the two persons that I heard were ahead are my future (the cabin), and my becoming (the pyramid).. the meaning of which will be clear to the awakened and a mystery to the seekers of truth.