The Shamanic Worlds

The Shaman believes that the "other Realm", or Spirit World comprises of 3 worlds , middle, lower (under), and upper world.

The middle world is used to solve situations here on this physical realm, lost or stolen items, or simply communicating with nature and the spirits that reside here.

Lower World, the home of power animals and guides, this realm is entered through first going into the earth either through a tree, an ants nest, any opening into the earth followed by a spirit guide allowing you passage into the lower realm to meet power animals and guardians.

I journeyed to the lower world to meet with the seprent healer, I went through an ants nest that appeared beside my sacred space at home through the centre of the earth reaching into a cave. There a Giant bird opened the door (swan or goose or something) allowing me passage into the Lower world.
It was filled with trees and a lush forest, I passed giant wolves, dinosaurs, cock roaches, lady bugs and then found the serpent who showed me my past lifes, showed me specifically all the wrong I had done,
I was a theif,
A rapist,
I lashed slaves for what I can't recall,
And the earliest memory is I was a nephilim an angel or sentient being.
I realised that my soul had taken these mortal forms and has been having these experiences to grow, from the depths of human desires closer and closer to the pinnacle of the human race, the serpent explained that is why in this life I had no great desires to do wrong for I had done it so many lives before. The serpent then wrapped itself around me and shed my skin and multiplied itself and entered into my body.
1. My left hand
2. My right hand
3. My left Leg
4. My right Leg.
5. Up my spine.

I was shinning with a bright light and then journeyed back the path I entered to return to the physical realm with the gift of the serpent.

Illuminating Experiences

As a Part of the Finally in the south of my Messa Carrier, I learned the Illumination Ceremony that has been adopted from the Shaman of the Andes and Doctor Alberto Villoldo.

I will not explain in details the procedure for the ceremony, as that is gifted knowledge, but I will share my experience as receiving the Illumination Ceremony.

I was asked to visualise the River of my life and Describe it.
My River had many colours and reminded me of a River I had seen on the internet with purple, green, blue, red, I don't know if it was minerals or plants that caused the colors but it was beautiful.
My River had Big stones in it almost as if Nature intended a bridge for individuals to cross.
I was asked If my river went out to the sea, so I followed the route and noticed my river met with another river and became one channel that would continue out to the sea.
My brother apprentice asked me if I could see the other river at all, but I could not.
He asked what could be done for me to see the other River.
So I said I could probably cross this one and explore.
With my eyes closed focusing on the visualisation I was aware that he was conducting the illumination ceremony on my energetic body, as I stood trying to find the other river in my mind A beautiful angelice river appeared before me with sacred water of life, almost instantaneously, I knew then that he had concluded with his illumination ceremony and I was seeing the wonderful result.
He asked me to open my eyes and describe what I saw.
He then told me that A stone shared with him that I had a bleeding heart, and If that made sense to me.

I thought about it and It came to me that the bleeding heart was my heart light, my pure sacred energy that had a leak and was running out, I accepted that I have a sacred and divine aspect to myself, and the normal kind part that I share freely with others, but though pure sacred energy is unlimited it should not be used in a wasteful manner and I should be mindful of when and How I share this sacred energy especially in its potent in concentrated form, I can mix it into my regular life and share with others through that route.
This illumination ceremony resonated with me in the form that I should have boundaries to stop these leaks, and be discerning of whom and when I use this energy with.

Final Journey Of the South

Final session of the South in my Messa Carrier Apprenticeship





I was told to do a journey to Sachamama and learn of my 3 stories that I would be letting go of today.

I journeyed to my sacred space and found my personal sachamama in a cave, she darted out towards me and pushed me out of the cave planting me on my back and began to lick me all over , it felt like a reunion with a LONG LOST BEST FRIEND (or pet).
I sat in a meditative posture and asked her, what 3 things should I let go of, what are these stories.
Sachamama replied"You know, so draw them in the sand"
So I picked up a stick and drew in the sand myself with snake coming from my hand and wrapping around my body.
Sachamama then told me that I created a contract with myself eons ago, as I sued psychic abilities for selfish gains, I am pass that level of consciousness now and must accepy my gifts just as I am trying to learn to attract objects with my mind (telekinesis) I can also attract wealth and experiences, I should stop limiting myself, there are no obstacles, no need for restraint, light shines in all directions so to must I embody my gifts.

It was at this point that Sachamama reminded me of the power animal cards I drew earlier that day :
Bear- Boundaries
Lion - Courage
Elephant- ResolveI

I got this comfort knowing they would be my guides to help me embrace these changes i was about to make in my life.

Secondly, Spirit may ask me to say no to someone seemingly in need, understand that following intuition will not always seem right analytically, as guidance never do anything that you do not feel comfortable doing. Toast made in love is sweeter than a cake baked from resentment.
Finally step out and claim your all.

My Shamanic Elder told me to recite my experience with the group and while doing so the essence of my final story unfolded before my eyes, to step out and claim my all is to have the resolve and courage to take what I desire once it coincides with spirit and Pure intent, I should have no fear embodying my divine essence and being my true self.
It was then that the Elder asked me to write what am I now allowing Robert permission to do so I listed the following:
Robert has permission to follow his heart
Robert has permission to embrace his gifts with pure intentions
Robert has permission to step out and accept his all
Robert has permission to fully be his divine essence and presence.